Petite Serah...

Hye Serah. you look cute today. sorry i can't spend my time with you. you know, Snow is getting weak since last time. but still i think he can manage. and it's kinda hard to deal with him. beside, snow is fighting with all his might. i think he can manage all troubles without any of your worries. wait for yeah. when snow finish what he's dealing with. we can ofcuz be together. spending our perfect moment.

And serah, will you not stop smiling, and for me. I'll smile as long as you want me too.

Love, Hope.

waiting to die...

Is it possible to see your life through somebody's else eyes. :D

desperate emotions struggling to break through, but in the end. The door's shut tight and i'm grasping for more air to lengthen my living a bit more. i have this funny pounding in my chest. knocking to break free. and killing all my rational thinking for it's desire is more i can handle. no matter how hard i try, in the end. i still bow down hating for my own weakness. lost the war as i can see my self waiting to succumb and the land is filled with torments for i can only feel when my body collapse. herm.

no matter how hard i try. i still cannot resist this devilish temptation. perhaps one day, when my heart stop pounding and my gaze became blurry. well. the end is still a long way. so please guide me through my life. maybe a little hint for me to find my back home...

or a little lift perhaps. thank you...

give two object and i'll covey you their images, with a simplified form of a function, i'll lead them with no doubts cuz even though the road is long, when there's a will of finding it. a glimpse is all it takes.

jump like an evaporating spirit of joy, then land with a calm sensation of satisfaction.

the road is twisted, still i keep my eyes open to deter from any obstacles.

people walk with their nose high up, pretending to be the one. still leave a trail of dust to be detected.

If only beating heart can be seen. then there's no need for a confession to be heard.