breakthrough

gimme a string and i’ll vibrate it to a beautiful echo of love.

hold me tight and i’ll never let you go.
gimme your heart and i’ll promise to lock it inside.
gimme another chance to prove i’m worthy of my promises.
gimme another chance to prove that i’m a victim of emotional rage.
so long the sweet reality that keeps on going.
so long our bond that lose it’s force of attraction.
u give me hope and once give me a chance. and you lean me your trust.
but i arrogantly throw it away and burn your heart to dust.
i’m sorry for this to happen.
after all u are my one and only angel.
your beauty…..
is a gift that people won’t take their glare of it.
your smile makes others to wonder the beauty of life.
u give a whole point of view of this world paradigms.
and i lost my thoughts in you. thankyou my sunshine and
bye bye…

CHeckpoint ke-4

Mendaki gunung kinabalu, beberape gmbar yg perh tok diupadatekan dalam blog aku. Ak dah daki smpai checkpoint yang ke-4 sejauh 4 km dengan akak aku dan due orang adik aku yg lagi kecik. Budak umor 7 thun pon leh daki ilek jew. tapi ade masalah skit ah budak tuh ketika dah smpai ke puncak 4km tuh. die dah start complain mengomplain.
"bang, penat lah bang. dukung lah adek."

Wao!!! haha... bukannye tknak dukung dik, tapi memandangkan kita nak turun tuh dengan keadaan yang licin dan sangt curam. Aku pon agak takut dan risau lak an. kang tetibe jatuh tergelonsong aku skali ngun adik aku ketika nak turun. kan masalah. betul tak!!.
Tapi walau camnepon. due orang parents aku dan due orang adik ak lagi telah mengaku kalah di checkpoint yang k-2. haha. derang tidak ckup kuat. Tapi an, kalau smpai atas tuh pon, takdelah sesuatu yang rugi kalau tk smpai. sebb aku rase view yang paling perh bile ko dh smpai kat puncak. Itu baru berbaloi, kalau setakat checkpoint yang ke-4 tuh tkde lah dapat view yang menarik atau menerujakan. Soz kesimpulannye bila ak smpai je checkpoint ke-4. aku agak kecewa bercampur penat lak tuh. adeh!. soz terpaksa jugak turun dengan perasaan yang hampa.

Takpe aku dah ade misi yang terbaik nie. Dah besar, bila bila masa nnti. Ak nak panjat smpai ke puncak. dan tengok keindahan alam! Itu baru layan beb. tapi misi nie tetap ku simpan.!!!

kenapakah...

tak kire doh ape yg ko cakap... orang lain tkkan peduli satu haprak pon. derang hanye pikir sal diri derang sndri. ape yg derang nak meng. ape yg mmbuatkan dri derang berasa bahagia. pentingkan perasaan derang lagi dari perasaan orang lain. ape itu pengorbanan? kalau kite sndri tk reti meletakkan kepentingan dri sndri berbnding orang lain. mane pergi kasih sayang.. if one's mind is only for it self. kenape kte tk pernah berdamai. kenape perlu kte pikirkan dri masing masing. kenape perlu kte hanye mengharpkan orang memberi sedangkan kte sndri tak pernah memberi... percayalah dari pengorbanan itu datang nye keikhlasan...

kite sanggup berbuat ape sahaja untuk orang lain. dengan tindakan yg kte lakukan itu. dpt melahirkan rase keihklasan walaupon tk bnyak tapi sedikit pon orait.

are we realy living in a world where brotherhood is no longer a main aspect in our everyday life? can we realy fin someone with that kind of feeling? are we realy to sacrifice our own personal benefits just to see others smiling? i belive that one day i'll find someone who reject his own personal interest just to see others happy. i want to make frends with those guys. cuz ime tired of doing smthing that people reject the truth behind it..

the important of knowledge.. all the times people gain knowledge for wat they think might gain them some respect. they wil fell please of themselves. be proud when people stare at them so high. they want to be the main actor in this world cinema. they want to step on others foolishnes. want to claim they are the highest. wat an anarchy type of world. but it is how this soicety functions. people with great knowledge always on top of others.
people who are soz dum to take knowledge so lightly. will be the one to be step on.

until what extent we want to gain this limitless knowledge... until what extent will we fid that we are smart enough!. until what extent do we think we need no more. but belive me. the knowledge u guys searching in this so condemed world is just a small piece of fragment to a limitles knowledge our GOD possesed