Wake up realy late in the morning and go to sleep very early. directly feed myself. and sitting in front of this LENOVO. waiting something that will give this heart a breaking sensation of excitement. but the hope only let me dream a swirming feeling in this vast ocean of clouds where you are on top bouncing in a beatiful and perfect wolrd created by yourself. what a freedom. and the hope will only lasts as you keep your bouncing and focus on the clouds so that you will not fall down to realise that the clouds are distractions of you from the reality itself. once you realise it. u will feel this strange sensation of lost! the ground shakes and the mountain crumble an eerie feeling filled the air, and you breath yourself with anger and disapointment!

And you know u are angry with yourself and disapoint with yourself. no one to blame but yourself only. you expect too much! and yours expects arent good enough to even move you forward bcuz you need the head start!. and since you are living in your dream. your first step towards your greatness is just a mere illusion u used to fool YOU and only YOU.

Peace bro! enough dreaming and start make the pace! feeling proud of who you are! talk shit to those who think shit of you! you are the greatest. if no one expects high from you! remember you always have your inner part(heart&soul) that always keep you going! talk to them!. and maybe you will hear from them. a simple mathematical equation where you find the cause an consequence and each of them needs one another to start making the history!