Sunday, August 15

Inquisitive feeling.

I want to broaden my knowledge of everything, let's reflect ourselves rather than giving and complaining bout others being incomplete and astray in all life point of view. let's narrate in first person view rather than third or second. Let's change a "them" to an "I". Overall, let's criticize ourselves, and open a door for criticism and ugly insults soz then we can build a proper foundation to our confidence and everyday habits that people glare and claim to be useless and a waste of time. woho!

I like to lay down doing nothing while my mind float to every possible imagination of who i wanna be. Making sentences in my mind like "if i was.... then...." Sometime it even cross my mind that all blames are all to the people surrounding me. Loser i was at that time! how pathetic and disgusted i am right now thinking back to that me. Soz let's paint a beautiful masterpiece that describe what our future will be with our bare hands shall we?. Experience through hardship and pain lead us to become who we should be in the future. :)

i like to let my mind floats over everything that interests me. hoho

First imagination:
i want to be a superhero, like a guy with soz many powerful and cool gadgets that u can hide underneath your clothes. Not like a man with special abilities,with a strong muscular force like Goku in dragonBall, or a man with eyesight that can see through walls, or a man with lightning attribute, that can conjure lightning with a simple clap. But a superhero who can fly is kinda awesome though, maybe I'll save one special ability against all the other possibilities a superhero can have. haha. Okeh my superhero can fly with cool gadgets and a lot of hidden small stuffs that i can use to save humankind. Erm, my superhero reflects a bit like Batman, u know Bruce Will, a billionaire with so many assets he can build himself a deep cave which contains all his superheroes stuffs, but differ from mine is that Batman cannot fly, i mean he sure has that flapping wing that can expand to help him gains some frictions while jumping from a high attitude. But that doesn't approve my definition of fly for a superhero, haha... see see??
I mean u have to start from lower ground and reach to a higher level, that what "fly" means, u must start from below to reach the top. get it?
Okeh now i have my imaginary superhero that i can transform anytime i want with the help of a super cool watch. Let's get going to save the planet from evil!

Second imagination.
I want a big and healthy animal that can fly and i can ride behind it, like a dragon. yup. But a friendly one that doesn't burst fire towards his master. Like a very discipline dragon who obeys every words u say. Hoho. Then i ride behind it, flying through the clouds, seeing the world from a different view. Best!
The main and most important part is this dragon can fly very fast to the extent that the barrier that separates reality and fantasy succumbs and u enter a perplex dimension where gravity is not consequence, there's no force that keeps your feet to the ground, and u see river flowing against the slope. waterfall actually rise rather than fall. and u see flying creatures swim the ocean which floats and crawling animals actually walk the air and u sat there watching this perplex imagination of yours with your frindly dragon friend. wondering what an inverted world u have created. And in this world. only u and your friendly dragon can enter. and u spend the time in it when u are frustrated with reality. And u can actually lay down with no disturbances and your mind is at peace. While your dragon snores peacefully next to you.

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then i snore asleep while mp3 is still singing "wedding dress" by teayong.

peace.

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